QUEEN ESTHER 4

PREAMBLE

Hello and welcome here.

This is the fourth part of this series.

The previous part of this series has been a ride and today’s part intensifies part 3.

If you are new, kindly check the previous posts to get the flow.

Let’s ride in….

THE PURPOSE OF THE CROWN

Esther was in her chambers when her maids rushed in.

“What is the fuss about?” Esther asked.

“It is Mordecai, the Jew is in sack clothes”

“What?Why?What happened?” Esther panicked and she dropped the bracelet she wanted to wear.

“Well….the information is very hazy to me but the whole city is in mourning. It has to do with the Jews and the King”

“Okay, quickly get some rainments and send to him. Quick!” Esther stood up and went the balcony from where she often viewed Mordecai. She stood there until she saw the maids she sent return, the rainments still in their hands.

“What happened? Why are the rainments still in your hands?

“He refused to collect them”

Esther was silent.

“Call me Hatach” Esther said standing up then began to pace the room.

Hatach was the King’s chamberlain specially assigned to her.

“Yes my queen. You called” Hatach came in and paid courtesy.

“Hatach, go to Mordecai the gate keeper. He is in the street of the city. Go ask him why he wears sack clothes and refuses the clothes I give him”

“Okay, my queen”


Hatach met Mordecai still in sack clothes, ashes on his head. The old man was on the ground wailing with others who had joined him.

Hatach tapped his right shoulder and whispered in his ear “Mordecai, the queen has a message for you”

Mordecai startled by the touch, turned to see Hatach standing behind him.

“The queen?”

“Yes. She sent you rainments yet you refused them. She wants to know why”

“Are you not aware that Haman incited the king to cause the death of all Jews? People who have never done wrong to him. I know it is because of me. It is because I did not bow to him but why include my people? The king sent out a decree that every Jew, old and young should be out to death in the month of Adar on the thirteeneth day. This decree has been sent to every province and we are not safe anywhere. Nowhere….. and all of this is for ten thousand talents of silver. Here is a copy of the decree. Give it to the queen and tell her to go to the king on behalf of her people” Mordecai said handing a soiled paper to Hatach.

Hatach recieved the paper and walked away. He was aware of the decree but he was only realizing that the queen was also a Jew and possibly was related to Mordecai. That could explain the way she had treated him in the past; with extra care and respect.


Esther rushed to the door as soon as Hatach entered.

“What did he say?”

“He gave me this” Hatach said handing the paper to Esther. He watched the expressions on her face change from concern to fear. Her hands were shaking.

“He said that you should go and petition before the king”

“But you know that.. nobody whether man or woman can come into the king’s court who has not been called. There is a law that will put him or her to death except the king holds out his sceptre and spare his life but I have not been called to see the king for thirty days. How can I just go to the court without permission?” her hands were still shaking.

“What should I do?”

“Go and tell him the law of the court. I do not know what to do”


Hatach returned to Mordecai and told him.

“Tell the queen that she should not think she can escape this judgement just because she is in the king’s house. If she decides to ignore her people in this time and God raises another, she and her father’s house shall be destroyed. Who knows that the reason she was made queen was for a time such as this?”

Hatach could see the desperation in Mordecai’s eyes. His words were going to move the queen.

Ignoring Hatach, Mordecai continued wailing with those he was with. More people had joined him.


Hatach passed the message and he had done before, he watched her facial expression. She appeared to be in deep thoughts, her hands clasped together as she paced the room.

“Go tell him to gather all the Jews in Shushan and fast for me. They should not eat or drink for three days and night. I and my maids will fast as well. I will go before the king which is not according to the law. If I perish, I perish”

Hatach could see it, the determination her eyes. The queen in her simple gown which she often wore in her chambers stood majestic before him. The courage despite the shakiness of her body struck him deeply. Without wasting more time, he hurried out and passed the message to Mordecai.

Mordecai after hearing Esther’s decree, stood up from the ground and called others aside then passed the message to them.


For three days, Esther, her maidens, Mordecai and the Jews in Shushan fasted.

On the third day, Esther without food told her maidens to prepare her royal regalia.

Her court was sensitive, everyone spoke in hushed tones. The atmosphere was tensed. There was no certaintity she was going to return.

Her bathtub was prepared with scented leaves and perfumes. Her maids scrubbed her gently, applied myrrh oil and frankincense scents then dressed her in her royal apparel. Her eyes were touched lightly with khol, her face powdered and rogue was applied to her cheek and lips.

Finally, her crown and jewellery was placed on her body.

Smiling wryly, Esther admired her reflection then breathed out slowly. She looked around her chambers, it was possible she was not going to return. It was possible she was walking into her death. Her king was a volatile man and it was possible that she was going to get herself killed. He had not sent for her in thirty days and to her it meant that probably he had gotten tired of her already.

“If I perish I perish. At least I will die standing up for my people” she muttered for herself.

“My queen” her maiden who had put her crowned said tearfully.

Esther could see tears spilling from her eyes and she was not the only one. Some were already crying. Esther touched her shoulders and smiled.

“Prepare to introduce me” Esther said to Hatach.

“Yes my queen” he bowed. He too was touched by the scenario before him.

Esther walked to the door slowly, she picked her steps.

The door was opened and she was on her way to the king’s court.

She could see the door, she was either going to come out alive or dead. It depended on the King’s sceptre.

Hatach opened the door and Esther walked in.

She watched as the King lifted his head from his royal table and noticed her.

His countenace brightened as soon as he saw her. She could sense it, it was as if he wanted to run straight into her arms. Her heart began to beat faster.

He raised his sceptre which laid on the royal table before him.

Her life was going to be spared

She increased her steps and touched the top of the sceptre.

“What brings you here Queen Esther?” he was smiling so wide. He was excited to see her.

“Even if it is half of my kingdom, I will give it to you. Ask anything you want and I will do it”

Half of his kingdom?

Esther could not believe what she was hearing. “If it is okay with the king, I want to invite the king and Haman to a banquet that I have prepared”

“Right now, tell Haman to hurry up and come to the banquet the queen has prepared” King Ahasuerus commanded, his eyes resting fully on Esther.

“Thank you my king. I will take my leave to prepare the table well” Esther bowed before taking her leave.

Esther left the court and met Hatach waiting for her outside.

“My queen”

Esther smiled at him and walked back to her court. Her maidens leaped for joy as she walked in.

“Now, let us prepare the table. The king and Haman are coming for a banquet today”

She knew her enemy and she knew she needed wisdom to approach the matter. A banquet was the best cover for her to use.

A befitting banquet.


This part was taken from Esther 4:4-5:1-5 and was fictionalised for the sake of this post. Kindly read it in the Bible for the original format.

THE HEAD THAT WEARS THE CROWN

Esther did not plan to be chosen as the queen. She did nothing special to become queen but the crown was now on her head and a need for the crown arose.

It was in the moment of decision that Esther realized being a queen meant much more. She tried to evade the dangerous request by bringing up a law that could cost her her life but she could not deny the reality of her existence and her people.

She was a queen but she needed to be more than that.

A TIME TO RISE UP!

Esther had to face her fears. She had to make a choice. She had to make a point. She had to rise up.

Even if it meant losing her life

She knew that hiding away was not going to protect her. It was a matter of time before she too lost her life. She had a choice to choose how she would end.

Either as a brave woman or a coward

The truth is that being a coward is because being brave cost too much.

Being brave can cost your life

However, Esther came to the realization that whether she hid or stood up, death was not far. She could hide and delay the time but it was emminent. If she faced her fear, she had the chance of gaining her life.

She decided to choose brave

PROPHET

Mordecai was the prophet over Esther’s life.

At the time when Esther would have withdrawn to her chambers and hide away, he reminded her of who she was.

He reminded her that her position had a purpose.

He reminded her that her position could be replaced.

He reminded her that if she decided to not use her position for what it was meant for, another would replace her.

He reminded her that she did not put herself on the throne and therefore could not shy away. She needed to face and confront the situation at hand and do something about it.

Mordecai was the catalyst that helped Esther stand up to the challenge.She was made a queen because its situation was going to come up.

Mordecai was quick to recognize the importance of Esther’s position at the times they were in.

He could discern

SPIRITUAL PREPARATION

Esther knew that the battle ahead was a matter of life and death.

She did not have weapons to fight neither did have an army.

She was a queen who was supposed to dress prettily and make her husband happy

Esther knew that the stake was high and she needed a higher help.

Confronted at her vulnerable state, Esther knew that without weapons or armies she could conquer spiritually.

She made sure to ask for reinforcements. She was going to put her life in danger and she needed the support of everyone around her.

Spiritually

COVERED

Esther was covered.

She had prepared.

She had conquered before she met the king.

The king saw her and he broke protocols.

Once again, favour covered Esther.

The king raised his sceptre and Esther’s life was spared.

USING WISDOM

Not every battle is won with weapons

Esther knew she had to wisely get to Haman and she did so by creating an environment that could give her more advantage.

Esther did not have weapons or an army but she had wisdom.

Ecclesiastes 7:19  Wisdom strengtheneth the wise more than ten mighty men which are in the city. (KJV)

Esther approached the king covered in prayers and presented with wisdom.

She was the queen, the king needed to have.

She was a kind of queen

Esther came with kind words and as she presented her request, she laced her words with reverence for the position he held.

Even though he had spontaneously promised her half of his kingdom, Esther was focused and pursued her mission.

DROP AND PICK

Relating Esther’s experience to the situation of a believer in relation to the word and to God, it is important to note that one cannot keep one’s life.

There are two options: Pick the life of Christ or pick ours.

Both of them involve sacrifice. For to pick one is to sacrifice the other.

When we give our lives to Christ, it means we gave our lives to Christ.

Gave is the past tense of give

Esther had lost her life before coming before the king.

This meant that the highest consequence for her proposed action was death unless there was an intervention.

Which she had

Giving our lives to Christ means we are ready for the results of doing so.

WEAPONS

Esther came with the weapon of words backed up by fasting.

As believers, we have weapons of warfare which we use to fight.

However, these weapons are not against people, they are against the forces that pushes people.

Ephesians 6:10-18  Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord, and in the power of His might.
Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.
For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. 
Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.
Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness;And your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace;Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked.And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God:
Praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplication for all saints; (KJV)

The attack first comes to our spirit and the devil uses people.

THE SCEPTRE OF LIFE

The sceptre was Esther’s only hope to save her life. There was no guarantee the king would raise it towards her but it was the only thing she hanged her life on.

All the king had to do was raise it and she would be spared

That brings me to say here: JESUS IS THE SCEPTRE of our lives.

What does the sceptre mean?

It means:

The sceptre was Esther’s only escape route from the law of death just as Jesus is our only escape route from the law of death.

The life Esther gained by touching the king’s sceptre was not eternal but the life we get from touching Jesus is eternal.

LESSONS

  • There is a purpose for the position
  • There is a place for spiritual preparation
  • Wisdom win battles
  • We gain our lives when we surrender it to God
  • Jesus is our sceptre of life

BACK UP

The laws of Medes and Persia could be quite extreme and most of the punishments ended in death.

The law of the land was made to put the fear of the king in all his subjects, and whoever disobeyed was at risk of losing his or her life.

For the king to lift his sceptre towards Esther meant that he was willing to spare her. However his desire to give her half of his kingdom if she wanted, showed that Esther had won his affection. The king was a volatile man but in this case God used it to redeem Esther.

Today’s questions goes as thus:

  • Do you believe in prophecies?
  • What prophecies have you recieved?
  • Who can speak over your life and give you strong guidance?
  • What do you fear and have you confronted it?
  • What do you have to do to face your fear?
  • Have you discovered the purpose of your position?

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SUMMARY

CONCLUSION

I am grateful to reach this part.

I am seeing this story in a deeper light and I am having a unique journey with Esther.

I am sure that deeper revelations can be gotten from this book and I am excited to experience that in future studies.

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Until next part, stay safe and God bless.

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30 Days of Intentionally Seeking God: Day 7

Preamble

Today is the 7th day.

Today is one week of this series.

Thank you for being here.

Keep Fighting

Do not give up.

Hold unto God.

Remember His promises.

Do not forget.

God is working.

Do not cave in.

Do not be discouraged.

God is working it out.

Keep fighting.

Fight with God.

Allow God to help you.

Allow God to guide you.

ThE harsh verse

This verse of the Bible is one that is very harsh but is perfectly right.

I am learning to accept it and stop fighting it.

Proverbs 24:10  If thou faint in the day of adversity, thy strength is small.(KJV)

The day you give in is the day you lose.

Honestly, it may seem harsh to keep telling a weak person to keep fighting but….

The day you give up is the day you lose.

Everyday is a battle to remain in the will of God and that is why the Lord’s prayer says “Let your will be done on earth as it is in heaven”.

Remaining in God’s will is a battle.

However, we do not fight with physical weapons. These daily battles are the ones of the mind. Therefore, we need to always be in a state of a sound mind that can be properly functional.

Our minds can be wrecked by unhealthy thoughts which will in turn affect our output, hindering what God desires we do.

How to fight?

You fight from the proper knowledge of who God is and what God has done.

What did God do?

God won. God wins. God keeps winning.

With this knowledge, we have confidence that God backs us up.

There is a passage in the bible that clearly tells us how.

Ephesians 6:10-18  Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord, and in the power of His might.
Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.
For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. 
Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.
Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness;
And your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace;
Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked.
And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God:
Praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplication for all saints; (KJV)

Recently, I have had to wrestle with thoughts that hurt my mind. They are not kind words from God but lies from the enemy. Lies to dampen my spirit and distract my attention from God’s will for me. However, God in His kindness always gives me reminders (talked about that on day 6)

On my part, I am practicing to meditate on God’s word consistently (Day 4) and pray it into my life.

I sometimes get tired of hoping on the word of God but I know that it is the only thing that can give my spirit relief.

With God in your battle, you have assurance that you will win.

You have God’s backing and so you have unshakable peace. Peace that cannot be altered.

I am enjoying this peace even in situations that are draining and this peace has been a source of comfort and strength.

The confidence that the end will be well is found in God.

The last day of battle

The day we end our daily battle is the day we die.

That is the start of rest for those who have fought well.

Rest is assured for those who did it well.

Prayer

LORD, thank you for today. Thank you for my life. Help me to fight well. Help me to hold on. Grant me strength to keep moving. Help me to be courageous and not cave in. Help me to realize my position and to remain there knowing you are with me. Today, I surrender and rest in your strength, knowing that I am a conqueror. In Jesus name. Amen.

Conclusion

Today, I meditated on God’s peace and how it has helped me so far and still helps me.

My weeks have been filled with events that test my trust in God and I have been scaling through.

God’s peace is real and it is a powerful weapon to keep the mind sane.

Thank you for being here.

Your comments are warmly welcomed.

Stay safe and God bless.

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WHY LIFE NO BALANCE?

Preamble

Hello and welcome after a long time.

I have about 4 topics to share before the month ends.

2 are quite old.

1 is less older.

1 is about 2 to 3 weeks old.

Today’s topic is some days old.

TIP: One of the topic is a special post. I hope you will be around for it plus I would love you to invite others to be available as well.

Interpretation

The meaning of ‘Life no Balance’ = Life is not equal or Life is not moving according to expectations or Life is not fair.

This has become a common slang especially in Nigeria as the hard times in economy is hitting very hard.

Most people do not feel favoured by current happenings and often times the complain that rocks social media is enormous.

All fingers are not equal

There are few people who have equal index and middle fingers. It is actually rare to find someone who has such digits in their hands.

Life events do not present everyone with equal opportunities.

Some people are born into affluence and extravagance and others are born into abject poverty. While some try to make it out of the slums, some do not.

Sometimes, it simply feels like the survival of the fittest.

It actually presents that way

The environment and events surrounding the upbringing of any individual has one of the strongest effect on their perception on life to the extent that even if they do occupy relevant positions, they may not necesarily upgrade in their mentality.

All fingers are not equal so are the spoons as well

Everybody has a challenge

Everyone has a challenge that bothers them.

You must have heard this multiple times

And just as our fingers and toes are not equal, so are our problems.

However, most people find it easier to compare their problems to another person’s problem.

Is that the only problem you have?

Sometimes, it is better to keep certain concerns to yourself and God than share it with certain people because if you are not discreet, you would feel much worse afterwards.

You are complaining, do you know what I am facing?

No matter how comfortable or affluent a person is, they have personal challenges that bothers them. It is either they have learnt how to deal with it or have only learnt to camouflage it well.

You don’t knoW

So take it easy

You see that beautiful photo on social media and immediately you have concluded that the person in question is living their best life.

You see a person driving an exotic car, and you immediately think that all their troubles have been driven away.


We were walking to the bus stop after window shopping for an item.

She was holding a very recent device that was quite expensive. It was easy for me to assume that she was well placed to get such a device. However as we conversed, I learnt that it was a gift from a close family member and not necessarily that she got it herself. Personally, she did not even care for the item in the manner I would have quietly assumed. She related her personal concerns and they were worth being concerned about.


I had just come out of the mall with my bag of items. The little girl trailed me with her poetic words of begging. She must have completely concluded that I had all the money since I had just come out of the mall. However, she did not realize that I was short of a meaningful change and wanted to save money by using the public transport. At the end of the day, I had to find some change to give her (she refused to give up)


It is easy for people to conclude you have the best of life because you have certain things they wish to have.

If I can just have what you have, I would be so happy

Or maybe, you may think I make money from my books or items I put up for sale on this blog or that I make any reasonable amount to put up content but the answer is no.

It is easy to assume all is well for another person more than you because you think you have it the hardest.

What are you complaining of?

The truth remains: Not all problems are the same.

I would not even argue that.

Hunger and not having a car are not in the same category. One has to do with survival, the other is an accessory that can assist your movement.

But it does not replace the fact that your concerns may eat you up even though it may not be a bother to another person.

Another irony is that some people may have the wealth and affluence yet lack good health either physically or mentally while another may be well and sound yet is struggling to make ends meet.

Different troubles and sizes.

Yet in all of these, whatever you are facing as a challenge is not irrelevant regardless of what another peson may try to say or make you feel about it.

What the Bible says

First, I will start with this verse

2 Corinthians 10:12  For we dare not make ourselves of the number, or compare ourselves with some that commend themselves: but they measuring themselves by themselves, and comparing themselves among themselves, are not wise.(KJV)

Comparing your challenge with another person’s own is not wise. Your challenge is perculiar to you and you may not have the capacity to face the challenge of another person.

1 Peter 1:7  That the trial of your faith, being much more precious than of gold that perisheth, though it be tried with fire, might be found unto praise and honour and glory at the appearing of Jesus Christ: (KJV)

In the life of every believer, challenges develop faith and other strong qualities in us. It is hard to accept or even experience them but it does not change the fact that strength in character is built through overcoming challenges.

1 Peter 5:7  Casting all your care upon Him; for He careth for you.(KJV)

Trusting God is a daily affair. It is not a one time event. It is a habit.

Consistently returning back to the place of surrender will give us strength and hope. It is important to note that as a child of God, your life is very intentional and packed with purpose in the sight of God.

Nothing happens as a coincidence when you walk with God

Returning to the place of surrendering our burdens to God should be a first point of contact, then from that position, God will grant us the ability to overcome.

A heart posture of gratitude is a strong weapon and I am learning to use it more often.

Without battles, there are no testimonies.

Overcomers overcome.

Winners win.

…..

Conclusion

To answer the question of this post, I will say that life no balance because of many things already mentioned in the Bible.

And for life to balance, one has to know God.

Balance can be interpreted as different things to different individuals but for the sake of this post, balance is focused on purpose.

In order to remain purposeful regardless, the anchor has to be Christ.

Salvation is for all and is not attached to race, affluence, poverty or experience. It is simply a gift to everyone who believes in Jesus.

Therefore even in storms, having Jesus is an assurance of hope and peace.

Jesus is my assurance of hope and peace. Amen

If you have not read this post titled Finding God, click HERE to.


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This topic popped up recently in my heart and it kept recurring in my personal life and environment. I thought to post it after two posts I was planning to create but it really insisted on coming out first.

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