QUEEN ESTHER 4

PREAMBLE

Hello and welcome here.

This is the fourth part of this series.

The previous part of this series has been a ride and today’s part intensifies part 3.

If you are new, kindly check the previous posts to get the flow.

Let’s ride in….

THE PURPOSE OF THE CROWN

Esther was in her chambers when her maids rushed in.

“What is the fuss about?” Esther asked.

“It is Mordecai, the Jew is in sack clothes”

“What?Why?What happened?” Esther panicked and she dropped the bracelet she wanted to wear.

“Well….the information is very hazy to me but the whole city is in mourning. It has to do with the Jews and the King”

“Okay, quickly get some rainments and send to him. Quick!” Esther stood up and went the balcony from where she often viewed Mordecai. She stood there until she saw the maids she sent return, the rainments still in their hands.

“What happened? Why are the rainments still in your hands?

“He refused to collect them”

Esther was silent.

“Call me Hatach” Esther said standing up then began to pace the room.

Hatach was the King’s chamberlain specially assigned to her.

“Yes my queen. You called” Hatach came in and paid courtesy.

“Hatach, go to Mordecai the gate keeper. He is in the street of the city. Go ask him why he wears sack clothes and refuses the clothes I give him”

“Okay, my queen”


Hatach met Mordecai still in sack clothes, ashes on his head. The old man was on the ground wailing with others who had joined him.

Hatach tapped his right shoulder and whispered in his ear “Mordecai, the queen has a message for you”

Mordecai startled by the touch, turned to see Hatach standing behind him.

“The queen?”

“Yes. She sent you rainments yet you refused them. She wants to know why”

“Are you not aware that Haman incited the king to cause the death of all Jews? People who have never done wrong to him. I know it is because of me. It is because I did not bow to him but why include my people? The king sent out a decree that every Jew, old and young should be out to death in the month of Adar on the thirteeneth day. This decree has been sent to every province and we are not safe anywhere. Nowhere….. and all of this is for ten thousand talents of silver. Here is a copy of the decree. Give it to the queen and tell her to go to the king on behalf of her people” Mordecai said handing a soiled paper to Hatach.

Hatach recieved the paper and walked away. He was aware of the decree but he was only realizing that the queen was also a Jew and possibly was related to Mordecai. That could explain the way she had treated him in the past; with extra care and respect.


Esther rushed to the door as soon as Hatach entered.

“What did he say?”

“He gave me this” Hatach said handing the paper to Esther. He watched the expressions on her face change from concern to fear. Her hands were shaking.

“He said that you should go and petition before the king”

“But you know that.. nobody whether man or woman can come into the king’s court who has not been called. There is a law that will put him or her to death except the king holds out his sceptre and spare his life but I have not been called to see the king for thirty days. How can I just go to the court without permission?” her hands were still shaking.

“What should I do?”

“Go and tell him the law of the court. I do not know what to do”


Hatach returned to Mordecai and told him.

“Tell the queen that she should not think she can escape this judgement just because she is in the king’s house. If she decides to ignore her people in this time and God raises another, she and her father’s house shall be destroyed. Who knows that the reason she was made queen was for a time such as this?”

Hatach could see the desperation in Mordecai’s eyes. His words were going to move the queen.

Ignoring Hatach, Mordecai continued wailing with those he was with. More people had joined him.


Hatach passed the message and he had done before, he watched her facial expression. She appeared to be in deep thoughts, her hands clasped together as she paced the room.

“Go tell him to gather all the Jews in Shushan and fast for me. They should not eat or drink for three days and night. I and my maids will fast as well. I will go before the king which is not according to the law. If I perish, I perish”

Hatach could see it, the determination her eyes. The queen in her simple gown which she often wore in her chambers stood majestic before him. The courage despite the shakiness of her body struck him deeply. Without wasting more time, he hurried out and passed the message to Mordecai.

Mordecai after hearing Esther’s decree, stood up from the ground and called others aside then passed the message to them.


For three days, Esther, her maidens, Mordecai and the Jews in Shushan fasted.

On the third day, Esther without food told her maidens to prepare her royal regalia.

Her court was sensitive, everyone spoke in hushed tones. The atmosphere was tensed. There was no certaintity she was going to return.

Her bathtub was prepared with scented leaves and perfumes. Her maids scrubbed her gently, applied myrrh oil and frankincense scents then dressed her in her royal apparel. Her eyes were touched lightly with khol, her face powdered and rogue was applied to her cheek and lips.

Finally, her crown and jewellery was placed on her body.

Smiling wryly, Esther admired her reflection then breathed out slowly. She looked around her chambers, it was possible she was not going to return. It was possible she was walking into her death. Her king was a volatile man and it was possible that she was going to get herself killed. He had not sent for her in thirty days and to her it meant that probably he had gotten tired of her already.

“If I perish I perish. At least I will die standing up for my people” she muttered for herself.

“My queen” her maiden who had put her crowned said tearfully.

Esther could see tears spilling from her eyes and she was not the only one. Some were already crying. Esther touched her shoulders and smiled.

“Prepare to introduce me” Esther said to Hatach.

“Yes my queen” he bowed. He too was touched by the scenario before him.

Esther walked to the door slowly, she picked her steps.

The door was opened and she was on her way to the king’s court.

She could see the door, she was either going to come out alive or dead. It depended on the King’s sceptre.

Hatach opened the door and Esther walked in.

She watched as the King lifted his head from his royal table and noticed her.

His countenace brightened as soon as he saw her. She could sense it, it was as if he wanted to run straight into her arms. Her heart began to beat faster.

He raised his sceptre which laid on the royal table before him.

Her life was going to be spared

She increased her steps and touched the top of the sceptre.

“What brings you here Queen Esther?” he was smiling so wide. He was excited to see her.

“Even if it is half of my kingdom, I will give it to you. Ask anything you want and I will do it”

Half of his kingdom?

Esther could not believe what she was hearing. “If it is okay with the king, I want to invite the king and Haman to a banquet that I have prepared”

“Right now, tell Haman to hurry up and come to the banquet the queen has prepared” King Ahasuerus commanded, his eyes resting fully on Esther.

“Thank you my king. I will take my leave to prepare the table well” Esther bowed before taking her leave.

Esther left the court and met Hatach waiting for her outside.

“My queen”

Esther smiled at him and walked back to her court. Her maidens leaped for joy as she walked in.

“Now, let us prepare the table. The king and Haman are coming for a banquet today”

She knew her enemy and she knew she needed wisdom to approach the matter. A banquet was the best cover for her to use.

A befitting banquet.


This part was taken from Esther 4:4-5:1-5 and was fictionalised for the sake of this post. Kindly read it in the Bible for the original format.

THE HEAD THAT WEARS THE CROWN

Esther did not plan to be chosen as the queen. She did nothing special to become queen but the crown was now on her head and a need for the crown arose.

It was in the moment of decision that Esther realized being a queen meant much more. She tried to evade the dangerous request by bringing up a law that could cost her her life but she could not deny the reality of her existence and her people.

She was a queen but she needed to be more than that.

A TIME TO RISE UP!

Esther had to face her fears. She had to make a choice. She had to make a point. She had to rise up.

Even if it meant losing her life

She knew that hiding away was not going to protect her. It was a matter of time before she too lost her life. She had a choice to choose how she would end.

Either as a brave woman or a coward

The truth is that being a coward is because being brave cost too much.

Being brave can cost your life

However, Esther came to the realization that whether she hid or stood up, death was not far. She could hide and delay the time but it was emminent. If she faced her fear, she had the chance of gaining her life.

She decided to choose brave

PROPHET

Mordecai was the prophet over Esther’s life.

At the time when Esther would have withdrawn to her chambers and hide away, he reminded her of who she was.

He reminded her that her position had a purpose.

He reminded her that her position could be replaced.

He reminded her that if she decided to not use her position for what it was meant for, another would replace her.

He reminded her that she did not put herself on the throne and therefore could not shy away. She needed to face and confront the situation at hand and do something about it.

Mordecai was the catalyst that helped Esther stand up to the challenge.She was made a queen because its situation was going to come up.

Mordecai was quick to recognize the importance of Esther’s position at the times they were in.

He could discern

SPIRITUAL PREPARATION

Esther knew that the battle ahead was a matter of life and death.

She did not have weapons to fight neither did have an army.

She was a queen who was supposed to dress prettily and make her husband happy

Esther knew that the stake was high and she needed a higher help.

Confronted at her vulnerable state, Esther knew that without weapons or armies she could conquer spiritually.

She made sure to ask for reinforcements. She was going to put her life in danger and she needed the support of everyone around her.

Spiritually

COVERED

Esther was covered.

She had prepared.

She had conquered before she met the king.

The king saw her and he broke protocols.

Once again, favour covered Esther.

The king raised his sceptre and Esther’s life was spared.

USING WISDOM

Not every battle is won with weapons

Esther knew she had to wisely get to Haman and she did so by creating an environment that could give her more advantage.

Esther did not have weapons or an army but she had wisdom.

Ecclesiastes 7:19  Wisdom strengtheneth the wise more than ten mighty men which are in the city. (KJV)

Esther approached the king covered in prayers and presented with wisdom.

She was the queen, the king needed to have.

She was a kind of queen

Esther came with kind words and as she presented her request, she laced her words with reverence for the position he held.

Even though he had spontaneously promised her half of his kingdom, Esther was focused and pursued her mission.

DROP AND PICK

Relating Esther’s experience to the situation of a believer in relation to the word and to God, it is important to note that one cannot keep one’s life.

There are two options: Pick the life of Christ or pick ours.

Both of them involve sacrifice. For to pick one is to sacrifice the other.

When we give our lives to Christ, it means we gave our lives to Christ.

Gave is the past tense of give

Esther had lost her life before coming before the king.

This meant that the highest consequence for her proposed action was death unless there was an intervention.

Which she had

Giving our lives to Christ means we are ready for the results of doing so.

WEAPONS

Esther came with the weapon of words backed up by fasting.

As believers, we have weapons of warfare which we use to fight.

However, these weapons are not against people, they are against the forces that pushes people.

Ephesians 6:10-18  Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord, and in the power of His might.
Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.
For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. 
Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.
Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness;And your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace;Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked.And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God:
Praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplication for all saints; (KJV)

The attack first comes to our spirit and the devil uses people.

THE SCEPTRE OF LIFE

The sceptre was Esther’s only hope to save her life. There was no guarantee the king would raise it towards her but it was the only thing she hanged her life on.

All the king had to do was raise it and she would be spared

That brings me to say here: JESUS IS THE SCEPTRE of our lives.

What does the sceptre mean?

It means:

The sceptre was Esther’s only escape route from the law of death just as Jesus is our only escape route from the law of death.

The life Esther gained by touching the king’s sceptre was not eternal but the life we get from touching Jesus is eternal.

LESSONS

  • There is a purpose for the position
  • There is a place for spiritual preparation
  • Wisdom win battles
  • We gain our lives when we surrender it to God
  • Jesus is our sceptre of life

BACK UP

The laws of Medes and Persia could be quite extreme and most of the punishments ended in death.

The law of the land was made to put the fear of the king in all his subjects, and whoever disobeyed was at risk of losing his or her life.

For the king to lift his sceptre towards Esther meant that he was willing to spare her. However his desire to give her half of his kingdom if she wanted, showed that Esther had won his affection. The king was a volatile man but in this case God used it to redeem Esther.

Today’s questions goes as thus:

  • Do you believe in prophecies?
  • What prophecies have you recieved?
  • Who can speak over your life and give you strong guidance?
  • What do you fear and have you confronted it?
  • What do you have to do to face your fear?
  • Have you discovered the purpose of your position?

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SUMMARY

CONCLUSION

I am grateful to reach this part.

I am seeing this story in a deeper light and I am having a unique journey with Esther.

I am sure that deeper revelations can be gotten from this book and I am excited to experience that in future studies.

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30 Days of Intentionally Seeking God: Day 22

Preamble

8 days until 30 days is complete.

Today’s topic came when I went to get my daily bananas plus it derives some inspirations from a conversation I had with my mother (lovely woman).

Lets ride in.

Free things are not always free

I love bananas and buy them almost every day. In recent times, I have been exercising self-control in my routine banana buying. Because of my consistent banana buying habit, the fruit sellers close to my home have identified me with it.

They have the confidence that my presence means bananas would be bought.

On two occassions, including today, the fruit sellers tried to given me overripe fruits for free.

He did not have the quantity I desired and had some leftovers which he tried to give me. This is not the first time he has done this.

However, I…..

Not every free thing is thing.

Sometimes, it is a return of favour which the person felt oberwhelmed by or uncomfortable with.

Sometimes, it is out of pity.

Sometimes, it is because there is an ulterior motive.

Why the free thing?

When a person gives you something for free, how confident are you that no string is attached?

“It’s nothing”

Yet you are roped into committments you are not interested in or forced to repay favours by any means possible.

“Have you forgotten I did this for you?”

Most of us are excited when we are presented with free offers but do we take time to check the source of what we are recieving?

Why is it free?

A person you do not have a close relationship with tries too hard to impress you with things. You receive without knowing the intentions or purpose and wonder why you are being bothered later on.

You received something

In sincere relationships, things are an addition not the center. When things become the center, it is unlikely that sincere emotions are involved.

Do not be cheap

In our current time, depending on who a person is, their presence may demand too many attention or nothing.

Some people’s presence demands money and this too are in different grades.

Therefore, these sets of people are treated carefully because of the cost of their presence.

Do not present yourself cheap even if you are not rich.

Back to the banana story. I rejected them. I did this even in previous times when I was given such fruits.

This same man often gave me extras whenever I bought a lot but when I realised he was trying to give me rotten fruits, I plainly rejected.

You can reject cheap things

Things that are too good to be true with a meaningful source are often dangerilous baits to ruin lives.

My reasons for rejecting the fruits:

  • I did not plan to buy over ripe almost rotten fruits. It was not my plan.
  • If I started collecting them, it was possibly not going to stop.
  • I did not need them.

As I looked at the fruits, I could feel a sense of worth in them.

Why give me these rotten fruits?

I rejected them and will still reject them.

Don’t give yourself cheap

You give yourself cheap when you do not know your worth or when your worth means nothing much to you.

Like Esau who sold his birthright for a bowl of lentil soup

Be careful of what you are receiving

What are you receiving and why?

Ask questions, it saves.

Do not receive into your bossom what will sting you to your end.

In the conversations I shared with mother she narrated personal situations of having to refuse certain things because she was not peace with the situation on ground. She was not concerned about the contents of what was given but rather the sincerity in the giving.

I am in many ways like my mother

What are you receiving and from whom?

There are many people who share the word of God on different platforms. Internet has made many things accessible but it has also opened the door for the infiltration of contaminating messages.

We are to remain alert and always sift what we come in contact with.

When a person’s life does not translate what they preach or teach on the pulpit, do not spend time listening to them.

My mother (I paraphrased her)

Spiritual Influence

We are influenced spiritually by the people we receive from whether actively or passively.

If we do not pay attention to who we receive from spiritually, it is most likely that we would be affected by what affects them.

Why do some people preach love yet the people who listen to them find it hard to practice love? Why do some people preach holiness yet the people who listen to them find it hard to practice holiness? (My mother in our conversation)

Her reply was:

Because some of them are not practicing what they preach. So instead it is their negative influence that affect those they talk to. (I paraphrased her)

The Free Gift from God

Salvation is God’s free gift.

The basic requirement needed is:

Romans 10:9-10  That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised Him from the dead, thou shalt be saved.
For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation. (KJV)

God’s free gift to mankind is SALVATION.

Salvation is free, not worked for and is recieved with the mouth and heart.

………

I will share this link again: FINDING GOD

Prayer

LORD, thank you for today. Thank you for everything. LORD, please help me recieve your gift. Help me to cherish your gift to me. Help me to appreciate my worth. Help me to discern what to do, where to be and who to pay attention to. Help me not to be blinded by what I see but be led by the Holy Spirit even when it appears good to my eyes. In Jesus name I pray. Amen

Conclusion

More should be added to this post but I should leave it until another time.

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Blogmas 2:Day 20

Preamble

20 of the 12th of the year 20 of 20.

5 days until 2 and 5.

Oh my……

I dragged until now…..

Lets dive in….

Rather rush in

Help!

Help is not a calm word. It is a word used to signify danger. It is a word used to express helplessness.

Help is a word used to describe need. It is a word used to signify weakness.

Help!

There are times I shouted Mummy! when I faced danger, only to hush myself

I should have shouted Jesus!

In the medical field, emergencies are cases where the shout for help is needed.

When the world help is used, it means critical case that needs immediate attention to prevent death

So today, I felt disappointed, frustrated, tired and just uncomfortable.

I had walked until my legs ached

Everything I had gone out to get or search for were unavailable. I felt like I had wasted my time.

To cap it, I almost forgot pay for my bus fare and the fee was in my hand!

I wonder what they would have thought.

I hope she is well this one it seems as if she is thinking too much

I met her and reached out to her for assistance and she made it her headache to sort out my concern. It was not the first time strangers have shown me this kind of concern and I sincerely feel touched when I experience these moments.

The truth about life is that you will need help at some point or the other.

It will happen

And even if you try your possible best to avoid such situations, they will still happen.

However, there are those who constantly depend on others for help until they become nuisance.

People purposely avoid them

It is not a honourable thing to always need help and never be able to give help.

Pray to be a helper. It is an important prayer point

As much as we will need help from humans at some point or the other, we need to direct our focus to the right place.

We need to know (and understand) that God is our ultimate help.

If our focus is on God than man, we would build confidence in our trust in God and leverage our sense of disappointment in people.

God is our defence. God is our strong tower. God is our rock.

How can you experience this if you do not try it out by trusting God

God is everything He has ever claimed to be and this includes being our Help.

There are so many Bible passages to buttress today’s topic but I will only pick a few.

Psalms 121:1-2  I will lift up mine eyes unto the hills, from whence cometh my help.
 My help cometh from the LORD, which made heaven and earth.(KJV)

I love the whole chapter and often sing it too. This chapter clearly reminds us where to place our focus on.

On God

Psalms 46:1-2  God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble.
 Therefore will not we fear, though the earth be removed, and though the mountains be carried into the midst of the sea; (KJV)

This passage was very helpful this year. I found myself ruminating and saying it many times especially during the quarantine.

God is with us in troubles

Proverbs 18:10  The name of the LORD is a strong tower: the righteous runneth into it, and is safe. (KJV)

The name of Jesus.

…….. Call for help when you need it and when you think you will need it…..

Now To You

Have you been in a position where you needed help? Emergency or not?

Whose name do you shout when you need help?

Who comes to you side when you need help?

Have you tried God’s help before? If yes, how was it?

Thank you for being here…

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Finding God

Preamble

Hello and welcome…..

Today’s post is special.

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How do we find God?

What will your answer be?

Do we have to find God?

What will your answer be?

Do we need to prove to God that we love Him?

Do we?

Does God hide?

Where? That is if you know where.

How many years will it take to find God?

Count…… The time is ticking…….

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