Reflections – Deeperlook

Preamble

You are reading this post weeks after it has been written.

Thank you.

Hermit

A synonym of Recluse

Hermit Crab?

Space

N. B I would like your interpretation of the poem in the comment section.

As an introvert and HSP, space is too fundamental to get myself together. I crave for space because it allows me to refresh and think.

Intrusion from outside bad

I mostly love to have enough time and space to air my thoughts in order to process the multiple motions going inside my mind.

(If you read the last post, you would understand).

Sometimes, space is more important to me that conversing with others because for me to converse with others, I need to be in the right place myself.

You get?

Therefore, sometimes I prefer to stay away from others but unfortunately I cannot avoid or prevent others from coming to me and sometimes that can ruin the whole purpose of me seeking isolation.

You get?

A Hub for creativity

As much as some of these may not be a favourite because of the whirling and swirling emotions, they have also been times of reflections and creativity.

I often make unique things during these moments because I pour my emotion and concentration into what I am creating.

More like a getaway

And because of how precious these moments are, most of what I come up with cannot be recreated. They instead serve as flashback or statements of recovery.

Recovery from isolation

N. B I would like your interpretation of the poem in the comment section.

Where to Run

In the past, I often pushed God out of these moments.

I instead got swallowed up in myself and all I was experiencing.

However, I have come to learn that I can only find pure comfort in God. I cannot do it alone.

So, even though it may be hard to surrender to God at those times, I know that I would not be better without Him.

God is always available

Psalms 46:1 God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. (King James Version)

I need to run to God.

at all times

I need to stay in God

at all times

You need to run to God

at all times

You need to stay in God

at all times

Psalms 91:1 He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty. (King James Version)

God is refuge

at all times

Are you like me?

What you do with your isolation moments?

#fromamedicalstudentfaraway

Preamble

After almost a month.

Schedules will be changed most probably

🙂🙂

To the topic

I remember writing a post reviewing why I started to write blog posts.

I was confident of my reasons and I appreciate the posts that have been borne from it.

Over 200 posts aside pages.

Writing on this platform helped me air out thoughts I could not do easily with physical humans. It was my way of helping people have a fresher, healthier perspective and I enjoyed doing it.

Throughout these times, I have experienced happiness, discouragements and nothing (apathy). All these emotions combined to form memories I treasure.

As a writer, great joy is produced when your work is read and interaction follows after.

I too feel that.

Discouragements are extremely frequent especially when people do not understand why you write or not bother to care why you write. It is deeper when you experience it from people who should do better.

But then…

The question arises “Why did you start?”

That is the question I always ask when I am super discouraged.

My response is “Because I love it”

And yes that answer has been my biggest encouragement 😊

These weeks have been refreshing for me. I focused on other important aspects of my life and gave them good attention. I reflected on my intentions. I reflected on purpose. I reflected on my reactions. I reflected on human relationships. I focused on my relationship with God. I reflected on my space, and what it meant to be socially distant and feel comfort without interactions.